Don’t Run Away

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well, life is too short for you to stress yourself out, so enjoy the time you have and have fun with it

hahaha, true story. that’s the Farid Ali i know. hahaha. so, alhamdulillah, hari ini dapat gak kuar and jumpe Farid for almost 10 months, wah. Rahaiza Roslan and i met up at setiawangsa and straight to KLCC, got our tickets and we hang out at our usual spot, at Coffeebean, Farid was fashionably late if i do say so myself? hahaha, it was about our lives, then, watched The Avengers after three days since the premiere. and bamn! it was damn nice. finally! gahaha. lambat? i know. lepas tu lunch and next we had New Zealand ice cream. last Farid anta we all back. it was damn tiring with the laughing and the awkwardness. sumpah pelik ok? gahaha. it was random tp finally, sume gelak macam orang gile since Farid pun tak betul and Jaja pun buat lawak and shit. hoho.

and gahaha, finally with Farid, my brotha.

and The Avengers’ team. wah. they were awesome. cool and superb! hohoho.

and who’s my favourite? haha. there you have it. Black Widow mantap doo. gahaha!

*may contain spoilers for those who haven’t watch it yet*

and overall it was damn dead funny. with The Hulk having the lime light all over him with the gang around. when he punches Thor. and when he grabbed Loki and smashed him to the floor over and over again. betul laa, what they say the story macam contains comedy/ action kinda like movie. and with the black widow and Hawkeye being completely human but manage laa to endure the fight till the end. the gang’s collaboration in killing that wtv big creature tu pun sangat gempak. of course in the end the world is safe. again. cuma in this movie there’s no annoying character where loki being all villany tp tetttt to me, usually you expect the enemy to be super annoying and very bad? and you want the hero to kick his ass? but overall it was dead awesome! sangat. the stunts and the fightings were way beyond average. they really uplift the battle field with that tag team between them. gah. and me and Farid macam tergelak in the end kitorang macam WTH? ape lepas ni Hellboy from other comic masuk campur pulak ke? that is hillarious. mcm sakai jee buat lawak bodo mcm tu.

*end of not-so spoilers*

hahaha. ape laa komentan merepek aku? lalala. the avengers is still gahaha best laa! kkk. that’s all for today.

and last; good luck Eva Ameera for ya first day of practical. enjoy and no stress kkk? oh speaking of which, you can never really run from your problem, so either way find another solution to solve it or face it head on and smash yourself right through it. hahaha. cool x? and happy belated birthday dude!

2 Jam

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assalamualaikum, excuse the proper introduction, but, gah! i can’t sleep and it has only been two hours jee! from 1:30 till 3:30 am. hmm. itu laa pasal daa biasa sangat tido lambat sampai daa terbiasa. daa laa esok nak kuar. awal lak tu. haih. so ambik laa mase jap update blog. this post kinda useless actually takde main point. bahaha! adoyai. yada. yada. yada. and when i close my eyes jee the scary repetitive dream akan melilau behind them. huh. tak nak laa. my life is so boring and empty until i have wish for the semester to reopen and fast. wth laa hasif? while everyone has a lot of things going on with their life, i am like busy reading their updates through facebook and twitter. this is what they call; get a life! agagagga. i think that is it for now. hmm.

Dismantling Memories Liquefied Feelings

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‘if we ever in a competition it will always be you’

my holiday is oh well dalam 70% productive? tak dapat kerja but other works actually do keep preoccupied. and soon to plan an outing with my friends. and what to do on the first month anniversary? eheh. hmm. i just have the perfect idea.

and been downloading episodes of my favourite story and updating tumblr, twitter and facebook quite more often now, so alhamdulillah, dapat manage time well kut? kerje mpp and dinner. haih. i’m so nervous. tapi tengok laa macam mane, i hope awesomes’ team member have my back on this one. tak nak laa event ni jadi ura-ura jee. insyallah tak. amin.

oh and weird dreams lurking around. and i hate it. gah. whatever i dreamed earlier on ntah laa malas nak ingat. and did i mention yang Eris my cat daa kali ke empat beranak? kali ni 5 ekor anak; 1 orange-ish, 2 black-ish with 1 having stripes and 2 white kittens. and they’re so fat and cute. haha.

be updating more soon and thinking of writing a new story. and thanks Faris Fikri for reading my blog and told me you loved it. awww thanks.

Brighter New Day

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start your day with bismilllah.

promise nothing except with insyallah.

when everything is done say alhamdulillah.

hello peeps, alhamdulillah. makin lame my day makin terang since everyone around me pun daa banyak yang mind set ke arah NYA. hohoho. so mari kite cari rezeki di luar sane. pasal saya memang tak reti nak duduk rumah diam-diam. ehheh. mari menyusahkan diri demi mencari duit. then berjoli! hahaha. next stop KLCC. doa kan saya guys. formal nak mati. hahaha. wish me luck guys. Guess, Esprit, Top Man, Uniqlo please accept my application because i owe people and friends trips and presents. hahaha. plus this month can only mean two things; Farid Ali and Khairil Hazmi’s birthdays.

till next time, ill update again. salam!

Nov 2011 – April 2012

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and i never thought i’d feel this way, and as far as i’m concerned, i’m glad i got the chance to say that i do believe i love you and if i should ever go away, well close your eyes and to try to feel the way we do today

Rahaiza Roslan

it takes alot more than words to describe what we have faced. and this is part two. because making video for another good friend is just too mainstream. finally sem 4 is over! for me that is. hahhha. well joining magazine committee team and became the emcee for the silat competition ceremony took my 10 days off my holidays.

and i already miss my good friend. so kene hadap cuti kalau tak jumpe. 2 bulan gak laa. and getting close to someone new and kenal orang baru wow tak sangka macam cool. kalau sebelum ni tak percaya sangat the stories about each other bawa but the next thing, our friends know yang we are good at protecting each other’s butt. hahhha.

and just appreciating her while old friendship didnt work out with other. and bak kate kawan lagi satu; pasal Allah pertemukan mesti bersebab. maybe pasal sebelum ni salah mase jumpe kawan tu or kalau diteruskan persahabatan tu nanti jadi bende lain and maybe untuk lain kali. well, tp yang penting nye we taught each other to grow up while at the same time jadi bitch. hahahha. macam bodo jee.

and as your life coach. hahaha. your journey as my student ends here. now you have a new journey. lets run the world! muahauha. hahaha. mampu for sure. but just imagine just the other day we were strangers, and terbukak hati kita untuk tegur. i didnt want to reply your text last semester break. hahahha. now aku pulak marah ko tak reply text. ko nak merajuk tak reply text. cool.

‘bitch please, you’re the nicest bitch i’ve known and you’ll do great

Ashraaf Razib

another friend of mine. ni pun aku tak tahu macam mane. tp aku bersyukur dapat kenal. i may have a focus a target in what i wanna do in my life. but it was them yang asked me to have lil faith and be confident in myself because nak ikutkan mase depan aku pun aku tak sure. and it was time untuk pulang ke jalan Allah. alhamdulillah aku dikelilingi oleh orang-orang yang mengingatkan aku solat dan bace al-Quran.

more than that, we helped each other. and bukan nye trust tu berkurang ke orang lain tapi lebih kepada berpecah kepada beberapa bahagian. and td br jee lambai selamat pulang. sebak daa tadi. masa jaja balik lagi laa. mahu tak meronta aku? opsss. hahah. pelik-pelik jee aku ni. FeISTech laa yang jadi jalan Allah untuk aku bukak mata aku lagi. sekarang ni aku lagi banyak berfikir. sape yang kenal tu mungkin macam hahhaha. boleh pecah kepala. daa laa aku slalu pk byk and bukan-bukan.

and at times, i am reminded of Allah. such a great person. and alhamdulillah aku dapat kenal die. kawan-kawan die yang lain pun can see such a great person he is. macam mane laa tak rindu kawan-kawan macam die and jaja ni.

‘you’re just lack of nothing and in whatever decision you’ll be making, you know i’ll be behind you’

Aizat Jamil

it is highly undoubtful tapi mere impossible but then it is true. yang there is someone more matured than me. for his age yes. another great thing aku dikurniakan another friend yang may seem funny at times a lil bit goofy when he’s fooling around tapi when it comes to serious thing, his thinking exceed others. aku tak persoalankan jodoh Allah tapi aku sumpah malas nak join debate last semeste break.

aku kalau boleh tak nak reply terus sms die. hahhah. tapi nak dijadikan cerite Allah bukak jalan untuk berkenalan dengan die. tibe-tibe puff. rapat tak tentu pasal. well at least i think we are laa. we talked we hang out and i would lepaskan tantrum and buat perangai. he jadi boring and simple just being himself boleh layan perangai yang banyak karenah ni.

‘you’re the most matured person i’ve ever known for your age, and i dun ever regret in being your friend’

Shafiqe Badri

well, that is your dad’s name aint it. ehhhe. ke salah? anyway. ni lagi sorang, a friend that convince me that i am a nice person when im sure and know that im not. and i was the one that reminded him there must be a reason why things didnt work out with other people because i am a douche bag.

tapi, i guess good friend dun really leave you just because you explain whatever mean things you have done. maybe whats more important is that, you are willing to change. and all these great people are giving me the chance to change. and always. i do like and want to fix things when there was nothing left to be fixed.

tapi we have our own opinion over stuff. so that is why maybe. aku cume doakan jee laa. mika sume ni, stay. pasal i do need them. they have done alot. and aku tak nak jadi macam dulu which salah aku yang buatkan bende teruk. and whats done is done i guess, another thing that they all have taught me, its bad very bad to dwell in the past.

‘i may be not the best or the nicest person you ever meet, but i will always try to help and solve your problem’

another sem have finished, wah tak sabar nak beransur ke degree? ke mane lepas ni tak tahu laa. tapi ape dalam perancangan Allah tu jee laa yang aku mampu cakap. tak tahu. and it has been a great semester. jantan tak guna (JTG) Juasseh daa takde lepas ni, mampu daa kekurangan satu rank, BMA daa tak diterajui lagi oleh seniors yg aku rapat, Rangers akan dipenuhi orang baru ganti yang lame, wow, there will be alot of changes next sem. ill be missing you guys alot. and its not about moving onto the next people but its about making more close friends and they would always be behind you insyallah. be planning more trips this semester break!

goodbye books and work loads, see you soon!

syuhaidah.haney.khairil.farid

time to meet up!

knowing you can always count on me for sure and thats what freinds are for

Rahaiza Roslan

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just a sms to a dear friend

It started off with a simple mocking (gile kuase), then it was time 2 compliment each other (blue shoes), continue with the golden sister (kak tia), hated life where we were attacked (adam), then we grew stronger (mampu), next sem we fell in love (gib & eva), later we travelled time with dramatic impact (SL&HG), and finally we conquered it all as bestfriends.

Thanks jaja, we’ll be seeing each other soon. Insyallah!

Yesterday Was The Time of Our Lives

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pathetic.

together we made it and waited until it was time to continue things but with new expectation

good luck for exam.its 2012.missing high school more than ever.missing Farid, Haney, Syuhaidah and Khairil more than ever.and Jaja is like the closest thing like  them here in pilah.and Eva Ameera has thought me a lot in not to rush things and keep things simple and less complicated.less stress.thank you love.OC and QMT are acting like a jerk and a douchebag.

11/22

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*this is my third trial selepas my posts were empty suddenly after i have posted them.dem.

happy new year people!harap 2011 have treated u guys so well.kkk?and this is a sum up ape yg aku dpt dr 2011.hmm.

and it does not matter laa actually mampu ke, awesomes ke, superb ladies.yang penting nya you guys have helped me alot throughout the year kat UiTM Kuala Pilah ni hah.but basically im saying my thanks.and pls dun get offended kalau name takde ahhha.pasal currently ni laa yang telah membantu.no doubt.seriously no doubt ramai yang bantu.

ahha.this is Syafiq yang sgt poyo and he is weird in the good way.thanks man for the things you have done semata3 to cheer me up.

Aryna, Jaja and Nadja.thanks gak.you know my secret and i know urs.nothing will ever change aite?

that was the best part in 2011.if only you guys know how happy i was during time tu.sebak3.hahhah.

you know, whatever association i am in, it does not matter pasal in the end kite akan ingat sape kawan kite or who we would fall in love with.and i havent meet these people for quite some time tp i know they care.i think.ahha.lagi3 Farid.plg jarang contact plg jarang jumpe tp tak kisah.soon.theres always next time.sebenarnye it is not about we’re completely stranger to our friends ke ape ke actually if ure willing to fight and do something about it then, you making all the differences in the world.Syuhaidah jangan cakap laa.jauh di sana Sabah.but what we had kat skolah was something yg susah nak dpt.we’re closed friends till now.Haney and Khairil baru jee jumpe.ehhe.2 months ago.but pape pun goodluck guys for exam degree!whee.

kepada pihak SP2 26 insyallah habis sem ni, aku akan tinggal kat rumah sewa kite tu.ntah laa tgk laa keadaan yea DNcrew.Syukh, Azmer, Pa’an, Hariz and Aliff.

and to UiTM’s Robin Hood yang menolong aku dalam diam, Haziq Izhar.ahhah, nasib baik same LDK doo, kalau tak daa lame aku pengsan time tu.sanggup nak hantar hospital bagai when he knew aku demam daa lame.ahha.thanks.aku doakan engkau berbahagia di samping Anis Fadzreen laa eh?ahhah.

last but not least, my roommate for 2 sem daa kalau nak ikutkan sebagai Setiausaha Agung and Bendahari Kehormat ni.ranjaunye berliku3 ahahha.money and confidential letters.bahaya betul bilik kite ni.but thats not my point, im saying my thanks kerana taking care of me time sakit aite.lets take care of Fakulti Sains Gunaan ni same3 eh.u are very good at it.and sume org tahu.whoot3.

have a new resolution edy?

ahha.

‘happy new year and every new year is a new challenge and a new story and keep in mind it is also another chance from Allah to become a better person and acting as khalifah’

for a thousand years.the one that got away.hit the light.it will rain.

p.s.  i have never stop liking you even if i have say ive move on

cheers for 2012!

Melted Ice Frozen Fire

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from Pilah to Sarawak to Pilah again to Shah Alam and to Pilah.AGAIN.this shall be mcm once per month punye post.cuz i wont be having much time to spend online.from paperworks to filing to convention and last but not least to debate.what am i going to talk about?

sweet and simple can go a long way.

UiTM Sarawak, MDS and also English Debate dan debat BM.i practically dapat present a paperwork to change a few dasar in UiTM and help in making UiTM a better place to study.the results will be spread in the future when the resolution is present.and paperwork tu telah pun gak di hantar ke IPTA to UTM.sounds so serious with all these paperwork and stuff.but i get the chance to see how people, how future leaders actually will work.masyallah.the environment memang astonishing.me and kak tia had a time kat Sarawak after it was all over.just to PERKASAkan subjek yg ade.we did great!whoot3.

but we didnt do that great mase MDS with me being all serious and stuff.but basically it did taught me alot.people like the fascilitators.wow.i never thought that i would gain so much from MDS.besides meeting kawan baru like yeah; zach, aizat, sheereen.wow.there are still bunch of crazy people out there too!hahha.and yeah.technical and logistic is a simple work.but for someone like me, simple work klu tak cantik sistem die.aggaga.i can go die.maybe the method i create salah but no harm in learning from mistake.thanks for the advice great people; wan, cik farah, abg madi and of course abg syuk.

and debate BM and ENG has taught me how to help people and how to say things properly and finding my own style of development when giving a speech.they taught me more than ape yang aku kasi advice pulak.macam asyraf, marina and farhana.we had a marvelous time together being a team from negeri sembilan.and we conclude that even though we tak cukup experience but it is a good exposition utk sume org yang berminat.and this has made me connected to my past good debater comrade azrul.hahha.

i will never be a perfect human being,a perfect leader,a perfect organiser and most importantly a perfect friend.but i do know im blessed with good friends around me.cume i know i can be on people nerves whenever i am in my ‘thinking-too-much‘ mode but.yeah.sorry.and thanks for the advices people.i live with your good heart of always finding a way to make me a better person.

and laaaaaast.a checklist for myself.gulrp.

  • MDS varsity
  • FSG bengkel paperwork
  • FSG memo standards
  • MPP paperwork
  • MPP filing
  • debate speakers corner paperwork
  • debate friendly match paperwork
  • class lab manuals
  • assignments
  • appointment with lecturers
  • notes

i think i left out a few more things.daaaamn.tak hengat!nauzubillah~

SOMETIMES

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SOMETIMES.

kite tak tahu whats good for us until kite daa terlepas perkara tu.its holidays!and almost nak dekat habis.cool.and bulan ni.at last rasenye i feel human again.go out and watch movies like a lot.if not aku mcm ntah pape outdated much.even kpop aku tak tahu lagu baru.english songs like alhamdulillah but melayu?wah jauh sungguh.

and everything s well.ADAM was long over.then exam.and sekarang tengah tunggu exam results jee laa.then,turun naik pilah pasal MPP work.even sarawak.turned down all outings possible in the world counts.tak suke langsung laa.busy jee memanjang.but heyh!im not complaining much laa.pasal sume ni made me, me.belajar alot of stuff.and make me wiser in a bit.tak cepat melatah, sentap?hhaa.jauh sekali sekarang,then think before i act and what happened aku boleh tengok ape on the other side.and be happier somehow.

SOMETIMES.

kalau, even if, cube bayangkan.im passed that sume laa.no regrets.keep on what youre doing.keep on coming.ill get stronger.

SOMETIMES.

and the last hours of exam selalu drama laa.macam biasa.it is hasif kut.huhu.takkan lari nye laa.so aku just found out yang aku nye ID telah dicuri dengan seseorang insan telah membuat profile gune name aku, gambar aku ngan kawan aku 2 orang kat satu mcm social-SICK-network.i said aku tak buat report.ive changed my mind again.aku akan.nanti.tengok laa.pasal this is no joke laa.grow up?youve got everything you have.leave me out of your game laa.tolong laa.

ape yang ade kat aku yang ko takde?in fact sume better.but aku bersyukur dengan ape yang aku ade buat kan kite beza.hmm.something ko takkan berubah.good luck okay.i hope you can just get over me.please?we are better human beings laa.masuk u daa pun.that was so high school ape ko buat.tapi tak berani face depan3 ngan aku pun.depan bukan main baik lagi.my god.

so yeah.finally, im free.with friends like mampu mcm aryna and tia and macam jaja, aku takkan back down daa.its over laa.move on.and then awesomes amelly, mimi, amirah and aryna again.she’s like everywhere ngan mpp lagi.haha.and nadja she’s not in any special group ke ape but she’s a good friend.she does not need a groupie ke ape.cuz akak artis kawan ngan sume org.the dncrew lagi.sorry syukh aku tak hantar email print screen gambar ko ngan hariz tu.hoho.aku akan nanti eh?klu org tu tak nyusah kan ko aku ngan hariz tak yah ko nak buat report skali kan?azmer, pa’an.thankful a bunch of friends like ameerul, izzy and of course one and only in the world hannan and soib.ehhe.this counts lagi banyak dari last sem.cool.alhamdulillah.the BMA‘s lagi.awesome and tak betul.you aint gettin’ my secrets outta me.zul, naguib, edzahar, bathiar, jiji, acap and so on udin.oh AFIQ and HAKIM.budak-budak keramat!whoot3!and tak lupe kepada fadzreen.passed by good friend.sejak ade gf ni.ehem.susah nak lepak.wan pun same.sejak daa jd org penting ni.haha.hoho.and the last?

the golden trio.

always.

and ape?im just friends bile bergembira?nope.i guessed that short friendship didnt really meant anything if youre saying im friends bile bergembira jee.salah laa.and percaya laa ni bukan nak buka aib sape3.aku just feel like posting what perkara yang betul.all my true friends tahu macam mane im like and youre not the judge of me.and heads up untuk you guys.me and my friends don’t talked bad about my own friends like you do.you said ko daa maafkan and then ko kutuk balik.tsk.people starts talking and they judge you guys laa.so be careful laa k?im just trying to help even if ko rase aku tak de hak and tak berbaloi nak dengar dari aku kan?and lagi satu.jangan lah bukak cerita pasal kawan ko kat aku.aku tak nak dengar.pasal aku tak nak dengar,it wont do me good.and what aku hipokrit lak?everyone is.aku cume malas nak defend diri aku kat people yang daa tak boleh nampak bende yang betul and i am still learning.and tu laa.

SOMETIMES.

kite perlu jumpe orang lain untuk tahu perkara yang best kat luar sane.i had fun making new friends.and never thought aku boleh find the will after my secret was out oleh seseorang lagi yang bermasalah.aku maaf kan ko, ko bukak balik cerita.kawan aku tak percaya yang ko ni jahat, ko bukak cerita die.and then kawan kitorang bgtahu rahsia die.ko bukak cerite die.hello.dude.jangan tanye kenape orang tinggalkan ko macam ko tak tahu laa eh?i guess you need to learn something.jangan buat mcm tu kat orang laa k?

had a good laugh with nina and nadja recently.and syafiq wasnt there semalam.haih.tapi insyallah sabtu ni kuar ngan dayah, khairil, pain again, acap and izmir and haney.love.love.love.kawan3 tuition.and i miss you iman, anis, putri, liyana, farhan, redzwan, azril, maxine, mel, yann and so on.people3 from hartamas.someone pls laa plan reunion for all of us to gather!hoho.

SOMETIMES.

eheheh.and if we’re nice to people we might get the love back?haha.what the hell am i saying?im just saying that.hello hye my name is hasifullah ya, amelya, apis and also you too amirul!haha.nice being friends with ya.even though the time was brief feel like macam daa boleh masuk air same3.huohoh.no more S.eee.pasal ade laa page ni buat …haih.just call me hasif.kekeke.

SOMETIMES.

and tolong laa jangan salah paham yang aku post ni semata-mata nak tunjukkan aku ramai kawan.puh lease.kalau ko pk macam tu, itulaa yang aku maksudkan pk macam orang tak matang.aku post pasal i just feel like they need some regconition.tu jee.

and.this is my post secara jujurnye aku bgtahu.aku tak pernah sekali pun daa selepas aku mintak maaf nak sakitkan hati ko ke ape.but things didnt go the way we planned.at least tu jadi alasan untuk lepas kan geram.so aku berani nak nyatakan aku tak pernah menyesal kawan ngan ko.it was fun.jujur.aku cakap cume.well we both changed into the human yang kite pilih.jalan kite daa tak sehaluan.kite chow laa.i dun want any drama related ngan ko daa.pls?and if u think ni nak tunjuk aku baik.no wrong again.aku nak kite jd biase jee.no string attach.cume chill.no hatred.tu jee aku nak clear.and to everyone else.pls stop the trash thingie.aku might mcm tu ke dulu.but.bile aku ingat balik.perangai aku sememangnye tak semegah.at least not now daa.you want white flag from me?ill show you white flag kkk?put aside our differences aside.and truce ok?just to be clear.lepas aku call ko mase cuti semester lepas, i thought we were cool but something happened sumpah aku tak tahu and you start to trash me again.hmm.tu jee laa.kut.good luck results nanti.ill pray the best for everyone.

tak penat ke, tu jee soalan aku.klu tak, tak tahu nak cakap ape laa.

SOMETIMES.

UiTM has taught me alot.as a student and as a human both.thanks to all of you siapa yang terlibat secara langsung dan tidak.

SOMETIMES.

i do get weird dreams too.banyak kali sioooot.scary giler laa.tak sanggup.asyik3 muke same.and aryna said klu daa banyak kali tu maknye tu lain?hahah.pii laa.

and sorry anis kite tak jumpe mase aku pg ke tanah anda mase tu.haha.and hope all is well for everyone.a year almost nak habis and aku still ade beberapa bende nak dulu sebelum habis tahun ni.and my secret is with none.kekeke.and today.eris just gave birth to another 6 kittens.daa total 17 cume seekor jee mati.eris kucing yang berjaya.hahha.

peace out.happy holidays sape yang masih cuti.and selamat hari raya haji ya?huh.missing k-pop in my life laa.haih.

you get some right, you get some wrong

u-kiss someday

we are who we are, no stories are needed if youre an open minded person with heart to accept and to learn not just a heart to expect and to punish

02.11.11

some new names are cool though.eheh. どぞよろしく はじめまして。and ini jugak last dari aku.tak nak masalah same jee.sampai orang kat UiTM pun muak dengan news feed aku.houhouh.sedih hidup macam ni.takde life langsung aku ni.ehhehe.

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